Study to show thyself approved.. a clipping from my journal.

I have been studying a lot lately, and am a little overwhelmed by all the information! And a little saddened by some of it. Yet, it’s like being on the grandest scavenger hunt ever!

And all the beautiful pearls of wisdom are truly treasure beyond my feeble understanding, and yet I am grateful for these blessings, and grace’s to find such treasures to hold and contemplate!

1. The knowledge of my godmother’s death is still becoming a reality for me!  Absorbing the fact it’s self of Marisa’s death, and that my last person who really knew me is gone on to the Risen Lord!

I feel quite alone sometimes, now!

Yet the Lord knows me through and through, and loves me completely! Thank you ❤️

And without the Risen Lord Jesus Christ, God the Father, and the Holy Ghost, and for me most of all… My beautiful Mother Mary who brought me to my knees, and has been showing me another way to live through her Holy Rosary!

And the implications for myself haven’t really sunk in, I don’t think!? The idea of me making a sign of verses about the poor, and the church, and sitting in front of a Catholic Church with the sign preaching about the treatment of the chosen of God… the poor! 

I’m scared Lord Jesus, help me with this calling you have laid upon my heart! Grant through our most loving Mother Mary your grace’s to carry out your wishes, Lord Jesus!? Amen!

2. St. Ephrem’s prayer (s) to the Holy Mother of God truly challenge me, theologically, spiritually, mentally, emotionally and they inspire me greatly!  Lifting me up in ways new to me, towards my Holy Mother Mary ❤️💞❤️💞❤️💞❤️

The list of titles, and names regarding the Mother of God is going to take a while to fulfill for me to research and locate! 

The knowledge of the Mother Mary, and the grace’s God blessed her with overwhelm me in attempting to understand even more how Holy Mother Mary fits within the economy of the kingdom of heaven, and in my heart, and life… Along with how she fits into that of the poor!?

I understand, some what that she, Mother Mary is the perfect example of a desciple of our Risen Lord Jesus Christ.  How also the Mother of God is hidden within the old testament expressed by the mystics themselves! 

Truly underappreciated, and unfathomable to me… And, yet, I am attracted to you Oh Holy Mother of God, and I pray for your honor, and the glory of God!

I’ve had a hard time finding a place to pray to my dear Mother Mary! Please help me find somewhere to pray, and have private time with you, and God our Saviour, Without interruption, and distractions, I pray! Amen!

I’m actually doing the concecration to the Risen Lord Jesus Christ through Mother Mary, by St. Louis de Montfort. Culminating on the 21st of November! The very same day Mother Mary concecrated herself at the temple of God in Jerusalem to the service of God, and His will! Help me Mother Mary! Help me Jesus! Help me Lord God! Help me Holy ghost! Amen!

Thank you for stopping by and reading the writings, and ramblings of a mad man!

God’s love and blessings to you and your families ❤️

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